I'm a bitch. I'm having to deal with hella shit I got myself into this long weekend that of course my parents were gone the whole time for (what a coincidence. aka drunk erryday, maybe I'm not quite ready to be unsupervised.) And of course when a good thing is happening to me I can't accept it because I feel like I don't deserve it. Why do I do this to myself
Sometimes I just want everything to stop. To pause the world so I can just take a breather from the the bullshit I cause and the bullshit I am put through. Because honestly it seems like it will never end. There's always something that manages to get fucked up. I need a break.
I have a strange situation when it comes to friends I guess you could say, but I love em.
I have one huge group of best friends that are pretty equal, and then some others that are not really in it.
But out of all of them, I would say my closest friends are probably Laura, Myra, Aria, and Morgan. But they come really fucking close to friends like Moriah and Emma. I only judge this in the way that I can come to them most anytime and tell them anything and be completely comfortable/they won’t judge. (if you don’t know me obvi this all makes no sense lolz, sorry)
1-my best friends are. 2- What I hate most about myself. 3- What I love most about myself. 4- What I’m really good at. 5- What I’m really bad at. 6- Biggest turn ons. 7- Biggest turn offs. 8- What I want to be when I get older. 9- My relationship with my…