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Abby Rose.
You can't live for tomorrow, until you live for today.
19. Meow! Curly ginger. Chitown. Pisces. cats, boys, summer, audrey hepburn, vintage, dream catchers, fire, california, sweaters, leopard, new york, black and white, writing, theatre, guitar, sex and the city, the beatles, shorts, candles, beaches, audrey kitching, regina spektor, miniature tigers, kit kats, humor, the stars, endless nights
duds of the day
I think Cali has me hooked :)

duds of the day

I think Cali has me hooked :)

My awesome ass birthday dreamcatcher shirt made by the one and only Whenaninsomniacdreams
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My awesome ass birthday dreamcatcher shirt made by the one and only Whenaninsomniacdreams

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&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;gonna pretend i dont see the resemblance here&#8230;..

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gonna pretend i dont see the resemblance here…..

OmGGafasfdffff it’s a good day when dad passes down his vintage leather bomber jacket gahhh!

OmGGafasfdffff it’s a good day when dad passes down his vintage leather bomber jacket gahhh!

As humans we are all natural problem solvers. That’s just life; we see something wrong, and we automatically want to find a solution. But I always thought that was just too….quick. Everyone moves so fast these days. When are we gonna stop and just live! This is how we miss things. Some things just take time to understand. I guess I’m a little biased because this is what I’ve had to live with since I was a kid; taking more time to really focus in on things and get them down pat. They always thought I wasn’t paying attention to anything, but really I was paying attention to EVERYTHING! I’m just very curious. I’m more interested in the why and how and the process of things than the actually answer, that’s just a side benefit. What’s the point of just jumping so quickly from the beginning to the end? Remember that ever so essential middle section people! What are you, late for the train? Where are you going to fit yourself in in the world if you’re just following everyone else. I hate structures and patterns. That’s why I hate my english teacher and her 5 paragraph thesis essays ahaha. This is also why religion is such a weird thing for me. I can’t fully trust something if I don’t know anything myself. Trusting is believing, and my mind is not satisfied until I can believe something, and that involves either knowledge from research or experience. Don’t take anything for granted, and don’t ever think you don’t matter. You are the most important person in your life, and you’ll always regret it if your questions aren’t answered. Find your own vision of the world. This is your LIFE. Live it.
I was so completely against it. Just a solid no fucking way. But somewhere deep down a little part of me was more than 50% one way. I feel like that’s how it usually is for most decisions but we don’t realize it. Everyone has a conscience, even if it’s been very very clouded over! Sometimes we just can’t reach it correctly. So I went to therapy again. But this time I tried a different lady. And it was partially just to please my parents because I’ve put them through enough (that realization alone being part of why I don’t need therapy as much anymore!) but also because I’m a very curious person and open to trying new things often. And it turns out I actually really really liked her. I feel so much more…comfortable. There’s something to be said for someone who doesn’t just sit there analyzing you and taking notes the whole time, but actually listens and talks to you, not one bit judgmental. That’s how it’s supposed to be. As well as the fact that I’m starting to see the differences between psychologists and social workers, at least in practice. Psychologists seem to rely way too much on their book knowledge! Like omigod can you just listen to me for once without making snap judgments and trying to match me up with the diagnostic patterns you’ve learned! The point is to use that knowledge to guide you in making decisions. School should be meant to teach you HOW to think, not teach you WHAT to think. Learn how to deal with it yourself. I mean that’s what you want ME to do, right?

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New Lookbook look! Click &amp; go check it out-I&#8217;m super new, help me out here guys! :)

New Lookbook look! Click & go check it out-I’m super new, help me out here guys! :)

maybe I do kinda see the resemblance now..
hmm

maybe I do kinda see the resemblance now..

hmm

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